I have tried blogging in the past, but, like many other projects, I eventually faltered and stopped altogether. One of the main obstacles, as I perceive it, is feeling like I don't know what to talk about. But, as I have found in other areas of my life, like writing music, the best way to find what I want to talk about is to keep writing (talking) until I find it.
Which is what I will try to do here, bit by bit, but constantly. I have had, and continue to have, so many interests, and the trick is to try to harmonize them and create something cohesive and, eventually, income-generating. What is at the heart of my various interests over the years? What ties them together?
For one, the joy of learning, and a developing interest in learning about learning (meta-learning). I have always been an autodidact; teaching myself new things has always provided immense pleasure. But I have often been disturbed by what seems to me an inability to focus on one thing for an extended period of time. I often feel scatter-brained. The situation has improved a lot in the past year, mainly through daily meditation and just deeper self-knowledge and self-exploration. But I have recently been thinking, prompted by reading the work of people like Tim Ferriss and Khatzumoto, that it may be useful to not always assume that I am scatter-brained, but instead to find how best I can use this aspect of myself. Tim Ferriss, for example, has built a career, in part, from his obsession with learning skills, jumping one from to the other like I tend to do. Of course, as a writer, he has also had to learn how to produce sustained and disciplined work. But there is much to learn from his dedication to exploiting his obsessions.
I try to do a lot. I have been writing music since high school, and I consider it my most satisfying work, perhaps my calling (This "perhaps" is something that I need to sort out, though I am not entirely sure how. David Deida has a lot to say about this, particularly in his Way of the Superior Man.). Right now I am learning Brazilian Portuguese--my goal is fluency. I am dedicated to Zen meditation. And I want to create a blog, or something similar, that can make money. I try as much as possible to cut out areas of my life that aren't directly related to these goals--not spending unnecessary money on clothes or shoes, for example.
Anyway, more later.
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